thursday pep talk

Today I decided not to go to the gym and spend some time working on creative stuff instead.

I think that everyone has those defining moments (or series of moments) when they realize that what they are doing - or what they have been doing for a long time - has put them in a place that they don't really want to be. I wonder if this happens frequently for all people or just more frequently for ME. I am constantly wondering what the next thing is and how my current thing is going to get me to that next thing...

but i'm tired of looking at my jobs, my friends and my circumstances and saying, 'god, there is so much potential here. I wonder what will happen'

dumbass. i'm so tired of potential. i'm tired of wondering. i'm ready to know.

and so, i have become very motivated to make something happen from the potential.